I don't want to chose what they will wear today.
I don't want to analyse the weather to decide if it is too hot for jeans or too cold for a short sleeve tee shirt.
I don't want to tell my husband which shirt to wear with these trousers or if he shoud wear a tie with it.
I don't want to decide what to eat and if they shoud have pasta or mash for dinner
I don't want to make sure I balanced their food intake for the day.
I don't want to think of what goes in the day bag for a day out and if they should have plain water or juice in their beakers.
I don't want to make sure everyone had a pee before we leave the house.
I don't want to check how much money we have sitting (or missing) in our account.
I don't want to say whether it is sensible to buy a new pair of shoes.
I don't want to tell someone to put the dishwasher on because it is full.
For once I want to close my eyes and go with the flow. I want someone to take me by the hand and tell me what to do.
I want to go somewhere with my eyes shut and not having to book the table or organise the babysitter.
I want to sit down and watch TV without worrying that there is cleaning and washing to be done or emails to be sent.
I want to hear silence for a whole day and I want someone making decisions for me.
But most of all I want to enjoy someone else making the decision for me.
I want to enjoy losing control...